sigh. im wasting every single second i have.
it seems
i can feel each microminute tick away in my skin
and how i wake up to a day to find it slipping away
and feeling drained at the end
like there's a big black hole sucking everything of importance to me away.
prelims is like this biiig looming mountain in front.
and i have no equipment to climb it.
all the while knowing i have to.
and itd be a bloody climb up with sweat blood toil tears
and im scared that id just give up halfway.
or if i should fall...
ouch.